It’s an odd feeling, one I’ve not felt in a long long time. For as log as I can remember I’ve felt unhappy about something, something has been repressing me. But suddenly, as I’d the past decade of heartache, sadness and all that has just been wiped away, I feel happy…it feels like such a new emotion to me, something indescribable.
Yes I still have my rants, butim starting to have a positive outlook on them instead of beating myself up like I used to.
Yeah I’m getting no work, but hey, I’ve got plans in the works to solve that little issue.
Yeah certain people don’t deserve the work and attention they’re getting, but I’m taking satisfaction in karma…what goes around comes around.
My ex is dating other people, it hurts but hey, I can’t stop it so instead I’m wishing him well and hi
If it works with someone for him.
All in all I think I’m being rather cheery in my disposition. Something I’ve not been for a while. I feel like I’m going back to the real me…and you know what, I like it.
So I apologise for all the past rants, raves, downers ands alike. It was the result of an unhappy mind. One which seems *touch wood* to have been resolved, or muted to an extent.
So consider 2012 the year for a happy Kieron, a smiley Kieron and hopefully a Kieron that will buff up and get more work.
P.S. thank you to all my twitter followers for helping me reach 5k followers. Without you, there would be no me. Love you all